Kesha dumped her boyfriend after being free of her recording contract.
Kesha needs to be happy
The Rainbow singer left report label Kemosabe in December 2023, six months after her long-running authorized battle with producer Dr Luke got here to an finish, and as quickly as she heard the information, she started eradicating different issues from her life that did not make her “be happy”.
She informed Rolling Stone’s Music Now podcast: “Once I received this insane name that I used to be gonna be free in three months’ time, it was like being in a film. It was such an insane telephone name to get. And from that second onward, I’ve simply been on 11. So it’s loopy, however I’m good and I really feel very alive…
“Actually the second I received that decision, I seemed round and was like, ‘Something that doesn’t make me be happy has to go.’
“So I known as the man I used to be courting and really lovingly was like, this isn’t it.
“I went to the woods, I began meditating closely. It’s been this obsession for me to attempt to see what makes me be happy and what doesn’t, together with the stuff in my home. I don’t wanna be beholden to a style of music.
“Being blonde to be a pop star — it was frying my hair. That doesn’t make me be happy. I’m gonna have f****** roots, goddammit.
“Something that I really feel beholden to, even subconsciously that I’m perhaps not even conscious of, I’ve began actually attempting to analyse what feels good and what doesn’t.”
The 38-year-old singer has additionally vowed to cease attempting to “people-please” in terms of her music and to solely work on songs which she enjoys, moderately than worrying about mass attraction.
Referring to her 2023 LP Gag Order, she mentioned: “I made an album with Rick Rubin that was so non secular and significant. On the time, it was so totally different for me, and I felt like, ‘Are individuals gonna like this?’
“I don’t assume sure individuals have been completely happy I made that report. It was not a pop-banger report. So there was this people-pleasing of like, ‘Oh, is that each one proper if I’m doing this?’
“I can’t wait to only discover. The people-pleasing piece has been one thing I’ve actually been with my freedom — how that has affected my life and my music. I actually need to get fully limitless when it comes to the sonics, like, what is feasible sonically.…
“Since I used to be younger, it was like, ‘That is how lengthy a tune ought to be.… Make the bridge iconic and ensure individuals prefer it.’ And now, I’m sort of like, ‘Make certain I prefer it.’
“What if I make sure that individuals hate it? I don’t know. I simply wanna see what is feasible.… I would simply proceed making pop songs ’trigger I like pop songs, however I simply wanna really feel so f****** free.”
